YAY I AM THE FOURTH ONE! FOURTH ISTHE BEST~
HAHA, well, mine is very wordy. =P
also, I was born in a strong buddhist family. We always never fail to go those buddhist ceremony, rituals blahblahz. But i never never felt that those buddha was with me and love me.
Being influenced by my family, I believed in those retribution, 'tou tai' and what to do to go up to heaven.
Then, as you know right, it is very easy to being influenced by friends at this teen age. my life was meaningless, purposeless too! Slacking, playing, sleeping that was my daily routines. i started speaking vulgarities, for no reason. :P hmm, then i also started stealing. initially it was because my friends did that. but it slowly become a hobby, erm,bad hobby. HAHA.
according to my memory, i think right, i never fail to steal once a day. ooops
Then, 'finally', caught by officers in the ntuc. I remembered, the officer told me that if i never call my mom, i'll be send to a courtcase blahblah.
so i called. Both of my friends were crying, but i dont know why i didnt cry at all. haha! :P
hmm, i know that from the moment the officer told my mom that her child went stealing, i bet, confirmed that my mom is very very sad.
imagine your child went to steal, how would you feel? (:
then when i reached home, my father did not say anything, in his heart he is more sad, rather than angry. =(
then he asked me to nian jing -.-!i seriously hate to nian jing lor! need to talk those 'indian'language which i dont even know a single word, erm, maybe have, some.:D
then i was grounded in the june holidays.. is really very sian!! need to call my dad whenever i going out,and not everytime success. got curfew, arnd 5/6, so early lor?
then, after few months later, i started can go out liao. yeah! then, i never contact with that one of the girl. then everyday after school, lunch, go home. -.-
ok, i cut short. :D
then yay! Valentine's day is coming. :D then right, my sist told me one day that she is a christian, then i dono why, i got quite angry, haha.i think is bec i think is she betray to buddhist? LOL!!
Then, she invited me to 'hello love part2', with my conditions(dont tell!).:Dheh heh.
my heart was determined that isurely wont convert one, for sure!
but, still, as you know, i very 'soft heart' one. :D I was touched by the song 'how could i live without you'. then,i convert le lor.. haha!
though right, i didnt transformed overnight, but i finally know that,wow,there's a God who still loves me, after how many wrongdoings i had done in the past!
Now that i found my life purpose, and why am i doing in this earth planet! I also found out many many things that, how i wish, i could have convert earlier. I had miss out so much, but Im not going to cont to miss! yeah.
i want to be included in everything that to serve God wholeheartedly!
I want to live life with Jesus, bec He had died for me, though i did not witness it, but i know that it happened before, it is a fact! because the bible said so!
I really want to thank God infinite times, for He chose me in my class to spread the gospel, for this wonderful family & friends that cares for me!
God hates sin, but He loves the sinner, which is us! :D
Now, I am still trying to kick my bad habits like being selfish and hot-tempered.
But i know that, with God helping me,I can be a good and obedient servant of God! :D
I pray that, God will just protect me and I will be willing to do whatever God wants me to do & to be what He created me for! :D And Im looking forward to His wonderful plan for me ahead.
May God bless our group!
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