was feeling very very very stress since the start of the year.
this and that din start out too good.
it's like totally cui, cant do anything well.
don't like school system this year, time table sucks etc etc.
family problems.
my own problems.
emotionally very unstable.
everyday worry what will happen tomorrow, what if i do this, later kenna scolding?
what if i do that, later cannot make it?
i worry, problems come somemore, worry more.
until i really really cant take it le.
cry out to God.
some sort of 'blame' him why put me under this whole process over and over again.
really feel super duper cui. keep asking why why why.


BUT THEN,


He told me that he only gave me strength to worry about today and only today.
not tomorrow or any other day.
really felt very relieved then.
He also changed my perspective of seeing things.
always dreaded of going school.
but the morning i wake up, dunno why but feel very excited to going to school~
always thought that tchers will rmb what i did last year etc.
but din't :D
yeah~
hehe.
just to like remind all of u that a new year = a fresh start.
put it behind and start all over again alright? :D
JIA YOU EAST A2! :D
- ida