Well,in service i am sure during Worship and etc God sure did touch you people and spoke to you too as well bah.Well,I sure did.I've been struggling with alot of stuf and I am here to share a testimony with you guys.I meant this days as many of you should know what i am going through.The indecisive me,the emotional me and etc.I have been in a peak where totally droped into the valley so deep and so down.
At a point of time I totally didn't feel God's pressence at all.I was super devastated that i wish I din't know any of this Christian thingy.You see that sentece say how I was really feeling.I still appeared to be seeing that i am alrite.But yeah,no one really know.i kept everything to myself cos is like telling people = no use.
Before i sleep every nite,i pray super hard for everything to bo gone and hope this bad and worse nitemare good just dissapear.Just the same like escaping from it.But remebering the preachign of Pastor Jeff:
HOW TO RESPOND WHEN I GET HURT
Escaping is never the way uh.But the thing is I've got no one to go.Well apparently thats an excuse.To be more precise,there are people there but i didn't go too.I really thank God for placing such a good CG for me.There are so many CGM.Seriosuly all of them are just like treasure that are hidden way deep,I just currently working on the MAP thats all.
I am learning to be authetic infront of GOD but I ought to open up to my CGM?Well yeah,i realised there are so many people for me to talk too.They are like there to help me,I need GOD, but the CG is there for me too.Only when problem start I just close my door deep shut from them. Only yesterday when God place a changed that make me sart to re-decide stuff and make me have a change of many mind set.
My thoughts and Mindsets have been renewed.i am starting anew.God place a new start in me everyday i wake up.So has he did it to you.GOD IS AWESOME AMEN?
♥ STEPHANIE
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